I'm awake in the middle of the night, that's become the new normal. I sleep maybe four hours, five if I'm super lucky. I'm restless because I'm sad, and angry, and worried, and praying, at three in the morning. Tonight I am awake grieving the loss of the end of the school year. And before… Continue reading Little Losses Everywhere. Dealing with COVID-19 and grief.
How is it that one week you are smiling and walking around the patio and the next week you are just a puff of fur along your old bed? Letting you go was one of the hardest things I have ever done and I am still heartbroken over it. Maybe my heart will hurt forever.… Continue reading Letting Go of Our Fur Baby
I haven't posted anything for a month. I wasn't feeling motivated, and then my friend died, and I didn't care.Grief sucks. Losing people sucks. Losing an amazing person who didn't deserve to go out in such an awful way SUCKS. Death sucks. Nobody knows how to deal with it really. We think we have an… Continue reading Grief Sucks